I've tried it and am ready to admit that it doesn't work for me.
The last straw was this handsome man who wanted to know if I wanted to get lucky. By golly, I thought, I could really use a little luck these days...heck, maybe he wanted to take me to Atlantic City to spin the Roulette wheel!
But no, he just wanted to have an afternoon sexual encounter. I told him if he could turn me on and I get turned on in my brain, that he could fawk me all night long...but he took that as a "NO". When actually, I had said "YES".
Yes, I said. I do want to get lucky and if you are lucky enough to turn me on than that would be awesome! I mean, you have no idea what one conversation can do to me and if you feel that lucky, then that would be something!
I guess I sound angry or bitter....the problem is that these guys who approach me like I'm looking for a quickie, think that it feels as good to me as it does to them. See, that's the problem. I haven't felt "turned on" by anyone in quite a while.
That is because I have an enormous brain. The ultimate sex organ.
So I finally deleted my profiles. I feel freer, somehow.
Now, let's see how free I really feel! How about I stop trying all together and just enjoy who I am with, wherever I am and stop all this wanting for the future! That sounds like it will take come courage, and I got that in spades.
So much love,
All the way from
Over here,
Linda
The last straw was this handsome man who wanted to know if I wanted to get lucky. By golly, I thought, I could really use a little luck these days...heck, maybe he wanted to take me to Atlantic City to spin the Roulette wheel!
But no, he just wanted to have an afternoon sexual encounter. I told him if he could turn me on and I get turned on in my brain, that he could fawk me all night long...but he took that as a "NO". When actually, I had said "YES".
Yes, I said. I do want to get lucky and if you are lucky enough to turn me on than that would be awesome! I mean, you have no idea what one conversation can do to me and if you feel that lucky, then that would be something!
I guess I sound angry or bitter....the problem is that these guys who approach me like I'm looking for a quickie, think that it feels as good to me as it does to them. See, that's the problem. I haven't felt "turned on" by anyone in quite a while.
That is because I have an enormous brain. The ultimate sex organ.
So I finally deleted my profiles. I feel freer, somehow.
Now, let's see how free I really feel! How about I stop trying all together and just enjoy who I am with, wherever I am and stop all this wanting for the future! That sounds like it will take come courage, and I got that in spades.
So much love,
All the way from
Over here,
Linda
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